grief

Here’s a pair of poems which Anika wrote during the very first part of the story, but which didn’t make it into the book.


Sometimes

The grief is too painful 

And nothing matters 

And nothing is worthwhile. 

And that would be okay 

If sometimes wasn’t 

Also

Always. 


I don’t want you to see 

My pain

Because then you would say 

Oh, 

You poor thing. 

And then I would have to choose 

Between

Saying

Don’t worry,

It’s no big deal 

Or

Go away, 

You only make it worse.